We all yearn to feel fulfillment, peace, love & happiness! The problem is, when we don’t have it, we tend to go looking outside of ourselves, hoping that people, places, money, success, or something else, will give us the fulfillment we desire.
I struggled for decades with depression & loneliness, feeling like I did not fit in, & that I wasn’t ‘good enough’. It was a pain deep inside of me that I couldn’t explain, and never understood.
Although I had had a wonderful childhood, surrounded by loving & amazing family, with no upset or trauma, not knowing where these emotions had come from, or why they were disabling my life, caused me a lot of confusion & disconnect.
As the decades went by my emotional turmoil grew, I felt unbelievable sadness, loneliness, and despair, which in turn lead to frustration, anger, resentment and eventually I spiralled into a deep depression, where I lost MARIA!